Lifes W/O You is MeaNinglesS ~

missing her s much nw~

2010-09-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

it's been 19months le , i still love u as much as before u knw? we haven tok for 5 month plus le missing u so much nw,wondering if u knw my bdae is close?wondering if u would wish me a happy birthday? i rmb all the times we spend tgt,chat with u at cc hall , send u home n chat while sending u hm , hold ur hands,u might have forgotten but i wun forget~ ur so sweet that tym , msging each other everyday , i miss u calling me lan zhu but u suddenly treat me very cold bcuz of someone saying things behind my bak n u all jus listen and oni tink bout the bad side of me...haiz...i cant forget u ~ i really love you~ would u giv me a chance again? would u giv 1 more chance to buy lollipop n milk tea for u eeverytime after volleyball? would u? jus wan to say _ _ _ I REALLY LOVE YOU N I MISS YOU VERY MUCH NW !

2010-07-10T09:20:00.000-07:00

i wan school! i wan study i dun wan slacking life liao i dw stay bak in sec 2 atleast giv me go nt la cb!!!!!!!!!!! very veyr very very very veyr veyr very very very very very very sien !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i dunno wad to write sia............ohya i very envy you all you all? so happy wan go out can go out me lei i wan go out cannot go out like a prisoner like that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sien la at home nth to do use com also no internet now using other ppl inter net lei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

yeh!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so the fucking happy la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM BAK HOME!!!!! FINALLY IM OUT OF JAIL!!!!
no need suffer lerh,tmr nid go sku lerh wa happy la but
sad is i jus cutted my hair and look very nerd la but nevermind la
now i in sku i wan be guai guai liao i dun wan di siao siao in sku liao
not worth it to di siao siao in school de
i tired lerh wan go sleep liao nites !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so hyper now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

HI

CB HOLIDAY FASTER END LA!
walan i dw train wushu liao la so suffering
everyday soearly wake up then body cramp and pain
wdf la! faster 5 day over then i can be home le faster
over please god i beg you or let me sick please i dw
train anymore lerh so tiring like fuck i wan go home
haiz i so useless do all this training jiu complain so
fucking much aiya tiring la cb. faster sick please i wan rest
le i dw train le la haiz today morning train thn rest afternoon
train halfway vomit happy la,cb thn tmr morning still nid train
tmr sick thn happy le knn i fucking very miss my home
BYE BYE need go counselling lerh BYES!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD BLESS ME SICK AND 5 DAYS FASTER OVER
THANKS GOD I LOVE YOU! <3

2010-06-15T20:54:00.000-07:00

Hai evryone!!!!!!
finally can use com le jus repair hao

CCB LA!!!!!!!!!!! i dw this holiday la! FUCKUZ!!!!! i rather got skul la cb
lock up everyday like a prisoner at home. Wake up early in the morning everyday
bath-run-pumping-situp-train lion dance cannot rest sumore if rest tio wack?!
WDF La! no life CB ! no freedom,thn ask me wan continue train anot if IDW
he say he DW train me le thn now leh?! fuck la still giv me choice for fuck?
make me ki siao like a crazy person. That night i cried whole night couldn't
sleep thn i went kitchen took a knife went to the toilet n wanted to kill my myself
but i think agn wad if i die? ppl who care for me would me vry upset but
SERIOUSLY you might as well kill barh? meet friend cannot talk to fren cannot
WDF?! WAD KINDDA FUCKING LIFE IS THIS?! I WAN BAK MY FREEDOM !
BaoBei sorry you b'dae i cant meet you or pei you im vry sry! =(

How i wish i get bak my normal life like school days like that la!!!!!!!!!!!!

wack wack wack now my whole body all cane mark thn my hair also cut until so fucking nerd

really miss my hair so much like last year one

2010-01-20T07:44:00.000-08:00

goin sku tmr lerh,haiz so sien. hope to find a tiong xim n better stead thn my ex stead my ex all treat me very sucks ): but got 1 not she treat me bloody good but bo bian not oni humans dun wan us tgt even the god oso dun wan us tgt,i loved her alot <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz nth to post liao i wan find a tx n better stead thats all

2010-01-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

so sien today! pon-ed sku,went safra with my bra's,fucking security guard come guailan us bring us go call parent say wad caught us smoking knn la cb! thn went counsiling,haha the kelly quite good urh^^ OH YEAH! I CHANGING SKU LIAO FINALLY ARH! NO NID SEE THE COCK FACE IN SKU hahas yeah!recently dunno y quite emo urh me,dunno y kip tinking of 1 person whenever i think of that person i will jus sudden emo. u have forgotten me le? haha forget jiu forget nvm de ): n i long ago noe u were playing my feeling all along,n u brk me jus bcuz ppl ka me jiao wei,thn if liddat i rather dunwan this kindda stead,cuz evry once ppl ka me jiao wei to u thn that means mus brk evrytym n u rather believe outsiders thn ur stead? WTF?! if no trust in me y at the first place u even stead with me?! sua nvm the more type the more angry n sad i get ):

byes bak to my emo land ><

2010-01-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

i dun realy wish to brk with u,but u said wanted to brk i guess u have no feeling for me lerh barh D= i wondering u still love me anot,if is because i too long bo pei u n u lost feeling for me i jiu bo bian,sumtyms i reali feel that i got stead like no stead,i cant even pei you n cant even pei u tok im sry>< i have nothing to say lerh n i guess 65% i wun find stead anymore le haizD= sry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry vry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry D= im so uselss anyone can teach me hw to do? TEACH ME PLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!goin bak to my emo land liao>< im sry

2009-12-25T06:53:00.000-08:00

wa today moring wake up,thn sleep agn thn arnd 3+ meet yongquan thn meet fuwei n bra,went my hse lol they tokin to my mum like fren sio,arnd 5+went dwn play bball all that thn went to 450 slacked met wenian thn slack tgt lor,thn nw at hm nth to do so sien missing my bibi>< BIBI CAN PROMISE ME NOT TO PLAY ME OUT AGN? PLS I DUN LIKE TO BBE PLAYED ): aiya nvm la u oready said sry so forget it barh,wo aii nii bibi^^ for lifes<3

2009-12-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

haiz ytd left home n put the a letter at hm to tell my mum alot things n i li jia chu zhou,ytd when out with jonathan osborn seeyee lionel fuwei they all,go slacked smke walk walk,hahas ytd had alot fun at the same tym was emo at tyms. ytd we go gan shirt drinks beers sumthing to eat^^ thn wanted to ton but my mum sms me say she vry worried n kip calling jonathan,thn suddenly she went crying calling jonathan to help me find me but actually im with jonathan they all tgt,thn fuwei osborn jonathan tried to ask me call,thn i called i heard my mum crying thn i dunno y oso cry,thn osborn came towards me n i hugged him as i hugging him i was crying oso,thn i told my mum i decided to go hm n i say sry to osborn they all that i cant ton,thn osborn they all tried helping me toking to my mum thn i promised osborn my mum to try my best to quit smking,thn i hugged my mum say mummy im sry thn we 2 cried tgt. now i finally know who is my true friend and true brother from different mother and i now know the meaning of friends n brothers liao.....to all my bra-thers...I LOVE YOU ALL^^

2009-12-12T03:36:00.001-08:00

bibi wish u are with me nw! i nw damn sien damn alone faster come bak can mah?>< i wan u pei me talk pei me sms call me pig bibi >< wa sien nothing to do! bibi y bo call me lerh? sienz wad to do nerh? blogging maple youtube? evrything so sien liao!
bibi IMY! ILY! INY! IWY!

2009-12-11T07:51:00.000-08:00

wa sien! lazy to post,haiz currently waiting for my bibi to be bak in singapore sibei miss her thinking of like mad liao! >< hahas wanted to cor jie but hp bo batt>< so sien! thn oso wan to wait for sharon to be bak hm thn can cor her,haiz bibi wondering wad u doin nw? got miss me? got think of me? so sien sibei miss u calling me pig!>< hai u noe wad i wish to do nw? i wish to fly to genting sia! see my bibi!>< wan to see you>< i miss you! haha faster come bak>< i wan to tok with u!>< haiz so sien nxt tues strt probation liao lerh): soon my freedom gonna be control by my counsellor n my IO lerh! wa so sien!
aiya i go think of my bbibi lerh i'll stop here

11.51pm missing his bi

2009-12-04T06:22:00.000-08:00

seriously do u noe wad i think? wad i reali wan? n u wanna noe y i hav been keeping things frm u even if it is serious things? reason is whenever i tell u anything i haven say finish u jiu will scold or beat me using cane! n u totally dun understand me at all i jus wanna be with my fren tgt happily,u think staying at hm n not goin out will kip me behaving? u r wrong at hm i use com bo internet watch tv watch until sien ask me study? u noe i dun like study,hai dunno wad u thinking! Y CANT JUS MY MUM UNDERSTAND HW I FEEL N THE FEELING OF STAYING AT M ALONE N WITH MY FRENS N BROTHER?! THE FEELING IS TOTALLY DIFF SERIOUSLY SUMTYMS I FEEL THAT HM IS JUS A PLACE FOR ME TO SLEEP N SUMTYMS SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE LEAVING THE HOME N I RATHER STAY WITH THN TO STAY WITH U ! U NOE? i dun wan care liao la! U WAN SEND ME TO BOYS HOME SEND LA WHEN I GO IN TIO BEAT U HAPPY LA? WAN SEND ME TO TAIWAN SEND LA,WAN SEND ME TO CHINA SEND LA! CB! I FEEL SO LONELY NW! STAYING AT HM MAKES ME THINK SUMTHING I SHUDN'T THINK N WHEN IM AT HOME I'LL THINK BAK ALOT OF BAD MEMORIES! FEEL LIKE GOIN TAKE A PENKNIFE N JUS CUT MY HAND OR TAKE THE WHOLE BOTTLE OF SLEEPING PILLS! ANY1 HELP ME DO THE DECISIONS? CUT MY WRIST? OR TAKE THE WHOLE BOTTLES OF SLEEPING PILLS? BIBI I MISS U VRY MUCH! HOPE U WHR WITH ME NW CHATTING WITH ME

2009-12-02T08:14:00.000-08:00

nw attach to new stead lerh^^ hehes she nt bad urh i love her alot ! <3 wish can go out with her tmr barh? hope this can last long barh^^ bi wo aii nii <3!

so bo liao at hm de!

2009-12-01T04:03:00.000-08:00

LOL! today at hm so bo liao thn i go take pics! ><

SIENZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ! so ugly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im nt shuai de! haiz so xiang darlings! >< tmr morning bra coming my hse ^^ yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-30T03:25:00.000-08:00

hmm? evrything seems to be cold towards me nw ): my mother oso dun allow me go out lerh>< bra,seeyee,yongquan,russell,n all my fren! i'll miss goin out with u all when out with u all i dun feel any stress or sadness! haiz dunno la,121509 goin see IO n counsellor,n soon my probation will strt soon^^.....): feel like die-ing oready! hu got any bottle of sleeping pills? Y? Y mummy? why u dun let me go out with my frens?soon my prbation will strt lerh u still dun wan let me be with my fren happy happy tgt until 12 15 09? do u noe i'll rather be with them thn to stay at hm emo n thinking negative things! y u jus dun understand hw i feel? y u jus dun let me free for jus another 15 days be4 my probation strt?! ):

would you be my baby again?

2009-11-29T05:46:00.000-08:00

hmm? WUD U BE MY BABY AGN? I JUS WISH TO BE WITH U NW! ): NO NID TO SAY SRY DE LARH! ^^ JUS WISH TO BE BAC WITH! ):

2009-11-27T06:26:00.000-08:00

HiHi
haha..I am not dingchye.Guess who i am??Joanna..I am here to help him change his blogskin..Dun Emo hah..Smile:)

goin emo lerh

2009-11-27T02:33:00.000-08:00

now things that happen to me is not good things espacially my probation is coming soon goin see my counseller! but 1 things that happen to me is not wrong de! that is noe-ing my new brothers mixxing with them i feel happy! when got ppl bully me they sure help! aiya i dunno la cb! haiz jus feel ike die-ing nw or i go take a chopper? jus cut my hand?

2009-11-26T00:08:00.001-08:00

yoyo! currently at bi's hse^^ using her com bloggin hehes,found new stead lerh has been with her for 3 days lerh^^ hope can last long? hehes love ya!

2009-11-22T00:47:00.001-08:00

lol so sien la nw!
hu can pei me chat? msn sms me or cor me can?!

2009-11-22T00:43:00.000-08:00

haiz so sien nao! friday ton-ed wa so sien lor bo zhar bor-.- sien osborn goin to fly soon! haiz bra ! life is so sien so no meaning so useless W/o u! i think i maybe will jio other gurl i think oni not confirm,baobei wad if i jio other gurl? i nw reali dunno wad to do nw got baobei no baobei like bo diff,cant even contact baobei! can oni on internet lo! i reali dunno wad to do,recently got 1 person like bcome close to me-.-
i'll end this post here barh!
baobei i love you
baobei i miss you
baobei i need you
baobei i cant live w/o you

2009-11-18T20:35:00.000-08:00

hi! currently at don's hse^^.....tmr morning nid sibei early wake up go camp! nb $10 ONI GET A LJ TRAINING JERSEY! lol hais see lerh baobei's blog now more sad! haiz emo liaoz! lol short post nia

2009-11-14T02:08:00.000-08:00

haiz recently so many thing happen,the worst thing is that my baobei is leaving me today 12 am! h can i leave w/o u? haiz jus wish that i will always be with u 4ever! T-T ytd cried whole nite with baobei,she ask me not to think bout it go find other gurl...she say she not pei me! hu says so? wo ai ni sia! wo bu neng mei you ni! wo mei you ni wo bu dong zhen merh ban! wo emo shi shui pei me shui dong wo kai xin? u bu pei me? i think u r gd enoough for me lerh! training tym vry stress vry tired vry scared vry emotionless cant concentrate at all! tio scold by coach i almost cried i sudden vry xiang ni! baobei i wish u whr bside me nw! haiz with me w/o u is like the end of world! my heart damn pain is more pain thn kena chop bya parang! u noe? baobei dun leave me pls! i noe u hav no choice so i wun blame u! haiz 6 hrs more to the end of our relationship! the end of the relationship is like the end of me! baobei here is my last word! wo ai ni yi bei zi! u r my 1 n oni 1 baobei nobody can take your place in my mind n heart de ! mus hao hao take care of yourself dun get bullied easily cuz thr r no me to protect u lerh oni have yourself to protect yourself so muz be gd! ppl tio u dun defy them! haiz i wonder hu will take care of me? control my cigarretes ? cheer me up when im sad n comfort me when things happen,hu will listen to my xin li hua? haiz i nw feel so empty without u! i dunno wad i'll do next n wad is the next step i will take,feel like taking my penknife to carve your name on my hands the mark will for ever stay thr ,my love for u will nvr stop n will not ever change! wad to do!

2009-11-08T06:15:00.000-08:00

BaBY! HAPPY 1 MONTH! YEA! LOL ! WAITIN FOR THE SECOND MONTH! jus a short post to WISH MY BAOBEI A HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY! WO AI NI 4EVER! <33 MUAX!

2009-11-07T01:52:00.000-08:00

today,morning went behind sku de mama shop eat drink n smoke thn Li Qin came chatted awhile continue smoke smoke smoke cuz to stress? when volleyball. today training was quite fun ^^ after training went to meet jonathan thn he ask me sumthing thn im still thinking wan anot? thn went dwn slacked bought cig thn play bball play half way sien niaoz! when to find poker card thn we play play play , 5+ reached hm,called baby thn chatted nw still chatting................hiaz,strting to miss _______'s laughter , playing with _______ bullying her ): ! sien nahs
i'll stop here byes! goin bak emo land ^^

2009-11-05T17:28:00.000-08:00

sad-ed cant go taiwan jus bcos of the stupid case la ! wa sad sia cant go lion dance can go see kor diao zhuang! wa so gd! i oso wan diao zhuang but mummy dun let me! aiya sua la! haiz , can anybody help me? after the stupid ek diaji knn make me n her almost brk thn ek go tio my fren? nb ? haiz help help help help! my frens ask me brk my mummy ask me brk! kor oso ask me brk! im so scared of doin the wrong desicions agn jus like last tym!TwT! >< sad la! haiz ytd nite could'nt reali slp kept thinking our happy days n thinking wad to do n thinking wad my mummy n kor told me! haiz reali dunno wad to do>
brk dun brk brk dun brk brk dun brk brk dun brk brk dun brk brk dun brk brk? haiz hu can help me! D:

2009-11-02T21:23:00.000-08:00

my life nw are so diff nw,strting to mixing with new brothers! they damn brother ! lol strting to miss those days with my 'frens' nvm try toforget barh? oh yar tmr still nid settle dai ji with ppl!
EK trying to brk me n sharon? in your lala dreamlands me n her wun brk jus bcoz of ur jiaowei ? n 1 thing ur jiao wei sibei fake if u r her current stead thn why when that day i at geylang tokin to sharon thn u call-ed in u didn't confess? say wad u are those diam diam ones? nb jiao wei alot hor? knn! step yi ge paikia nia got terence i scared? treaten sharon to ask me stop calling u ytd or her family wun have peace? nb 9+ limbei still slping la hor! u try making sharon's family no peace la hor? u make her family no peace i make ur whole family land in OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL ICU la hor! nb knn make her cry! cb when u tmr come limbei sure let u die la hor knn! wu ji call few hundred ppl la hor? knn think limbei scared u? knn u fcuking cb nub dog lai de u think limbei will scared? knn! u harass sharon 1 more tym limbei let u die la hor knn cb dog

2009-10-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

Bak to a lonely boy lerh jus like last yr! do evrything aloe nw! slp alone play alone tok alone listen music alone evrything ALONE! i HATE THIS FUCKING FEELING! nw oni got my BABY TO PEI ME 24 HR LERH! haiz but heng ar nw got jiajia jh they all tok to me if not i suredunno wad to do lurh!

2009-10-26T18:39:00.000-07:00

today bo sku~ hahas ltr goin to meet don they all! hmm? slack barh i think? nb sien larh cb! OKM i hate u lurh ytd tio caught possesion of cigsrette ! 1 mor case haiz goin tio caning again tmr goin bak bedok hq lerh haiz~ die lerh this tym! sure go in lerh ): baby im nw so lonely! i wish u whr by my side nw! can cheer me up lemme huq u n kiss u! i think muz wait till i come out thn can lerh!><

gone to emo land byes~

total brk down!
2009-10-20T06:02:00.000-07:00
long tym bo post le! was away frm hm to my mum fren hm for lion dance! yea! earn money! hahas recently keep goin malaysia with them to eat eat eat n eat! evrytym come bak sg sure vry full de but oso got go play pool/billiard,Ah Boy korkor teach me hw to play biilliard LOL! ok ...last friday,when sku for vb! call my bii when otw to sku,Baby! wo ai ni nahs! always be thr for me whenever im sad or happy! during volleyball,finshed my 10 sticks of cigs,after that went eating with jj thn jiu when hm. went geylang meet fren thn go his hse ! lol so fun nah!

Problems 1 by 1 Come! Friends 1 by 1 Gone!
hais 28 oct nid go bak bedok hq! bii i dun wanna leave u! I Love You Vry Much! i dun wanna go boys hm! nvm i go in oso nobody cares ~ go in jiu go in barh but most she bu de de is Baby! I Love You! ~ <33 nw in sku oni have russel jiahao fuwei tiffany jingjie n noone else is my fren lerh in the whole sec 1 !

sien la today mus 4+ thn can sms bii><

2009-10-09T04:25:00.000-07:00

sienz wake up...go to sku thn mr ow ask me for hp n ez link card,thn i all hide so i say forget to bring? haiz after assembly tio check bag,OW found a lighter in my bag thn accuse me smking -.- nvm thn i surrender my hp n ez link card to mr tony,today math paper 1 was hard i dun even noe wad the qsn askin? break tym when for detent 1 hr thn left 4 hr,paper 2 it was easy urh but i think i will fail this tym round? haiz sian..MR OW U HAVE BROKE M N CHER WEE 'S FRIENDSHIP! I HATE U ! YTD I NVR GO DETENT THN PULL CHER WEE GO WDF MAN?! THN TODAY CHER WEE SEE ME HE GIV ME THE DULAN FACE N WALK AWWAY ! DIDNT HAVE A CHANCE TO SAY SRY! sad la cb! thn when detention till 4+ get bak phone...sry bii! nvr reply u cuz hp with DM sry wor! but nvm after that i oso got sms her...hehes? thn went fuwei hse , i was tired n i decided to go hm to rest,when cut hair as mr ow said? when ome take something,sumthing happen again! nvm thn fetch sis
nw bloggin hmm? gtg le byes~ Bii Wo Aii Nii!

FUCK OW KOK MENG LA HOR!

2009-10-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

WA NB CB! FUCK OW BODO KNN! today after sku i run out of sku thn like vr long liao~ OW KOK MENG CALL ME N SAY U BTR COME BAK SKU FOR DETENTION B4 THINGS GET WORSE THN I SCOLD FUCK YOU LA! THN I KUP THE FONE CALL! THN CB! HE DOG SIA KNN THE MOST USELESS DOG LIMBEI EVER SEEN IN THIS WORLD! CAN GET ME GO GET MY FREN! SEE HW USELESS IS HIM? CB KNN I HATE OW ! FUCK OW LA LAO CHEE BAI KNN! GOT LAN JIAO BO LAM PA GOT LAMPA BO LAN JIAO GOT CHEE BAI NO HOLE GOT HOLE NO CHEE BAI AR KNN! CCB ! KNN ! TODAY SIBEI NO MOOD! THN YTD THE CB KNN USELESS OW KOK MENG PRANK ME ! CB SIA HE KNN!

nb la knn ccb fucking useless kp sister

2009-10-07T06:04:00.000-07:00

CCB KNN! MY FUCKING SIS GO DELETE EVRYTHING IN MY PHONE! SHE THINK WAD HER FONE THN? BIG FUCK? KNN! SIBEI DULAN NW LA CCB! SHE THINK SHE MALLER THN CAN BULLY ME? CB SIA SHE! CCB KPKB SO MUCH NB STEP AHLIAN INFRONT OF SKU? N AT HM STEP ONI NIA SHE OUTSIDE IS JUS A SMALL FUCKING PROSTITUTE DOG CCB NB SHE NW LAUGHING KNN SIA REALI WAN TO WACK HER LIKE HELL BODO CB DOG!CB SHE HAS NO CARE FOR ME SICK LIAO STILL WAN TO BULLY ME MAKE ME SHOUT MAKE ME ANGRY SHE HAPPY LOR I DIE! BTR URH I DIE NO NID TO BE STRESS! NO NID HAV ANY RESPONSIBILITY NO NID SEE HER FUCKING CB KNN NB USELESS CCB FACE! CB SIA NNB NW NO MOOD LIAO LA CB WAN PLAY COM JIU SLAP MY FACE? WHR BUEY SONG SIA? I NOE LA UR KOR ME SIBEI USELESS LA STUDY LOSE TO U EVRYTHING U BTR THN ME LA EVEN UR LIFE IS BTR THN ME! UE LEH POCKET MONEY 3 TYM MORE THN ME SUMORE U JUS P2 NIA I SEC 1 LEH U NID SO MUCH MONEY FOR WAD? FOR FUCK? NB SHE STOLE MY MONEY DUNNO HW MANY TYMS LIAO LOR,THIS YR MY FUCKING CB SIS STOLE MY MONEY FOR MY VOLLEYBALL FBT JERSSEY SET DE MONEY! IN THE END LEH MY MUM SAY NVM NXT TYM DUN DO IT THN HER FUCKING KP GOD PA SAY ONI FEW WORD ! CB LA HOR DUN MAKE LIMPEI REALI HOT IF NOT I SURE MAKE U CRY LIKE DOG SAY SRY KORKOR HOR NB CB NO MOOD LA ! CB !

sicked ):

2009-10-07T03:20:00.000-07:00

saded! today morning woke up thn when to mac? i was alone frm 6.30am until 7am cherwee n jiajia came. thn we ate,played with sugar salt cofee n tea-.- thn after that on the way to sku, i suddenly stomach pain thn when toilet plus my sore throat n gastric i decided to go hm! haiz called ann she nvr pick up thn i called rs help me tell yanling to tell tcher i nt feeling well staying at hm to rest.thn cherwee called me n say u btr be at hm cuz mr halim guna call my hse thn i say ok.thn when hm . russell called n ask me whr am i thn i say i today nt goin sku cuz i nt feeling vry well thn he say he pon sku? thn i was like WTH?! y u pon sku sia? thn he say dun feel like goin to sku,he came to see me..thn he came to my hse to see me? he keep askin eh u ok anot? thn he was like cb la keep smking smking thn keep ask me wan anot thn i say i dun wan i trying to quit u keep askin me wan anot thn sumore i promised charisa cher wee ann jiajia weixun they all n IM SICKED! thn we when dwn to eat thn we when slacking bought biscuits to eat thn,jiajia n alfred called me bout the 'thing' im sry jiajia! n alfred>< didnt do it in purpose! ): wa sibei sick lor nw ! ytd vomit in sku 4-5 tyms! thn after that sore throat cant tok thn cough cough cooough sibei pain sia throat! haiz
eh gtg fetch sis lerh byes~ saded hope to recover soon!

HAPPY BURFDAE! CHARISA!

2009-10-03T17:07:00.000-07:00

happy birthday charisa~ wish u pass all of the eoy exams (: hmmm? jus a short post , today will be at hm whole day nt goin out -.- hmm? lol i jus when bak frm basketball! today had a fun day with fuwei n syazwan? go play prank on ppl sibei fun sia thn when block shopping...hahas shop alot nice shoe sia hahas! hmm? im now reali dulan n getting more scared of goin hm liao >< wanted to cry but i dunno hw to cry ): haiz ltr goin bak own hse lerh>< tmr got but i dunno whether got exam anot,i guess nw got 1 more ppl ignore me lerh? nw got 1 ppl ignoring me thn i like got weird weird de feeling,thn oso got gurl i like n jio-ing nw,nw she ignore me i like no feeling no nothing ? can anybody tell me y?

byes gone to emo lands~

A great happy bdae to myself!

2009-10-03T02:19:00.000-07:00

great! i have made sumone totally ignore me liao ): even when i tok to her she wud either turn n walk away or she wud jus tok to other ppl ): hahas they will nvr trust me again lerh barh? maybe im jus being stupid? hmm? today woke up thn bath eat. on com tok to jiajia thn rachel when on9 she oso tok to me.thn tok lik until 3+ pm i fell aslept with my com on. thn nw i've wake up thn i on msn saw her on9 i wanted to tok to her , thn she totally ignore me ): i kinda hate this feeling , haiz nvm wad i've done is done i want to make it undone is impossible de. thn let it be barh u wanna ignore me jus ignore barh? ): hahas y on my bdae oso mus emo/sad de? D= zzzz

byes

Happy B'Dae Charisa , Alfred , and MI!!!!!

2009-10-02T08:16:00.000-07:00

today when to sku for exam ......skipped ....cl was hard.....after sku when to meet fuwei with ddin thn wewhen to slack. i trained sparring,lol injured my hand. erm fw they all ay wan go but i called cher wee to ask thn they all say dun wan thn after that they say aiya go la go la...... thn i when hm to change.....skipped. when n th way in the cab...the uncle kpkb th we quarrel thn we slammed the door n we scolded the uncle knn cb all those....thn we reach lerh. charisa like still vry dulan with me liddat >< nvm skipped, sry fuwei n ddin i pang seh u all ): im sry . thnx! cherwee,weixun,jiajia,alfred and liqin! for da presents^^ the pirate piggy sibei cute sia nb^^ hahas thnx btw fo those hu got celebrate with me^^ thn alfred hungry we went basement to eat...the bigger oso win burger king liao lor. hahas lol. thn played. weixun go mix cofee tea n evrysingle water he can find...nt bad urh quite nice-.- thn i gave jiajia soft drink plus added spring onion added in she didnt noe hahas. when safra with cher wee alfred jiajia my sis liqin. played pool thn went lan to play. hahas jiajia was totally clueless bout dota...tio own by alfred dota. thn when bak safra pool thr. played dare or dare,erm done alot of things? thn when to staircase. kena chase dwn.thn when hm lerh... thnx jiajia alfre cherwee weixun liqin for da wondarful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love die you all urh!

see!!!!!!! sibei cute right? hahas thnx to cherwee jiajia n alfred^^luv dies you all! <3
hais,today i realise sumthing,im vry soorry jia hao for wadever i have done in the past,erm sumone scolded me today n i woke me up,im trying to get close to her to jio her n i forgotten our brothership ): im vry sry i knew that u that tym almost cried): but i wanna let u noe sumthing i still treat u as my best brother no matter wad thing happens!

eoy

2009-10-01T02:05:00.000-07:00

erm morning woke up alone...when sku tok to minju...skipped...exams....thn after exam when to meet charisa they all...thn wanted to go t1 tm n cs thn jinleong came to ask me whther got cig...i say dun wan i hav 1 but i scared ltr charisa they all rape me thn after that she heard...she was dulan n i was emo all the way...im sry charisa ruisin n ann they all...i broke my promise D= im reali reali vry sry but i long tym nvr liao so i jus oni ...erm i dunno hw to say la! im reali sry charisa dun dulan liao pls>.<

2009-09-30T05:01:00.000-07:00

hmm? sibei long nvr blog le barh? btw i oso dunno wad to post -.- so sry ya? haiz tmr exam lerh dunno wad to do nw i was jus hopin to get all pass jiu can lerh without any fail-.- haiz wish thrs a person to motivate me><

i love you ______!!!!!! byes goin to emo land-.-

lalalalalalala emo again-.-

2009-09-25T06:27:00.001-07:00

erm today morning i reali buey tahan liao thn wanted to steal my mum cigarette tio caught D= sry i broke the promise .... when walking to sku...dina n celine claimed that they saw me smke but actually i didnt-.-...lol... wa shuang today bo government in sku! OW KOK MENG not in sku! whoooo! during el joke joke thn pierce my ear thn chang into ear stick thn cl class thn after sku when t1 tmall walk walk with cher wee charisa xinyi weixun n sydney. thn when lunch jiu go hm lerh...stupid go bugis dunno do wad? sit on the bus so sien sit until butt oso pain when at bugis i made 2 wish on the wishing pond i hoep it come true>< thn come bak frm bugis when my sis godma hse thn i when hm take things thn went ahma hse.... nw blogging n chatting on msn n mapling-.- so sien im still scared of goin hm >< feeling like cry now! lol but i cant cry out-.-

byes ~ goin to emo land soonD=

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2009-09-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

haiz! this few days morning has been very emo>< i dunno y? i guess is thr's quite alot of problem n stress i have to take barh? nw? scared of goin bak hm alone! haiz my mum prmised me to buy a 'ipod' china brand de but nvm can liste song can lerh...but i think is impossible to get it lerh =( i this tym round reali wish to end my life nw but i jus cant make it cuz i still have a sis n mum to take care =( CCb vry stress la! wish to let all my tears out but i dunno y cant! >< evry year de bdae none of the 13 day of my own day is happy =( haiz reali wish thr's sumone by my side trying to cheer me up n encourage/support me>< tmr thn blog barh? tired lerh want to slp liao >, sry!
Byes~ goin to my emo world soon~

10:15pm -.-

2009-09-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

haiz still quite emo! btw jiahao HAPPY BURFDAE! ^^ cheer up la jiahao...today woke up...eat pizza....slp 4+ wake up dl gunbound...when dwn played basketball with fuwei slacked...hahas stole fireworks n played damn fun la thn send fuwei bak hm thn went hm alone...nw blogging n emo-ing. hmm? suddenly very miss your voice eh >.< not telling u hu =P so sien nw...will me n jh brothership end? i scared will end soonD= wad happen if W/O him? without him im nothing in sku or even in class..will be emo n quiet in class without him! haiz...

BYES~ gone to emo land^.^

moodless day

2009-09-19T04:49:00.001-07:00

NBCCb! today wake up at 7+ thn thot 8+ liao faster fetch sis to ahma hse thn ran to sku thn no ppl in sku cuz training 8 strt thn i was like so sien in sku nth to do thot of smking but i promised ruisin charisa ann they all to quit smking so i didnt smke i was lik in sku at canteen emo-ing n wanted to slp but cant fall asleep, training tym quite fun arh? today caoch ask us to pull ball thn lik keep superman liddat flying to the ground but damn shuang, skipped.....after training when eating with liqin cherwee weixun kevin n jing jie but ann they all oso got go but nt tgt... cher wee they all say shud have asked ann to stay thn i was like-.- lik she thr no thr no diff -.- thn payed kevin $3 lent jingjie $2 thn i eat $4 thn jiu left 1 dollar liao thn toktoktok thn when to buy bubble tea,liqin say wan go bak sku play vb...nicholas used jiwei hp call liqin thn like very funny lo...reached sku play vb thn WA LEG cramp! cannot stand damn pain lor! >.< wtf! thn when taking bus with them i drop at 201 n walk to ahma hse reach liao awhile my sis they all say wan go dwn play thn i when dwn to play basketball thn i played awhile thn jiu go hm thn bathed,on-ed com n nw blogging thn i heard a bad news...frm good mood becom no mood liao! haiz! dunno wad to do nw! thn i called ann ask her for tiffany num thn she say dun have...thn she ask me y emo emo me? thn jjiu strted tokin liao~ byebye~

dun feel lik posting nowadays

2009-09-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

haiz so sien! dun feel lik posting nowadays! today lesson most shuang is history lor! hahas mdm nisa not here when to yanling's table n chat chat chat.....thn we strt drawing names on the paper? thn i sudden thot of sumone,thn i wrote the name in another form but joanna alfred cherweoe lerh thn yane nling was guessing the name thn! she guess dao lerh! -.- sien lor she so fast guess dao! hehes^^ toktoktok thn science test lerh!eeeeee! so difficult! but i is last minute hug buddha leg ( ling shi bao fo jiao) thn i think i will fail! sien la bb tired lerh goin to slp! -.- >.<

dota whole day....-.-

2009-09-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

today 9am++ woke up when arcade with sis thn played maxi tune intial D n tekken 6 thn play dao no money liao jiu when hmm. reached hm,bathed...slp awhile thn wake up around 1+ it was raining heavily-.- thn on com strted paying dota cuz damn sien>< thn used POTM ( priestess of the moon ) keep owning -.- thn play dao very shuang thn nwtired lerh jiu when blogging-.-

lol my phone spoiled >< but it was a fun day -.- =D

2009-09-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

o.o? hi my phone is spoiled n dun contact me for the timebeing -.-
today morning wake up n it was quite late but heng ar! bo late for stupid sku service,lol thn assemble blablabla....mdm nisa talk alot rubbish larh! damn sien lor thn when up to class n was split up to clean classrooms... its damn boring lor espacially i have been grouped with that stupid joseph -.- keep slacking ....
After the stupid cip program i told joanna to tell tcher that i got lion dance at 10pm skipped remedial -.- thn when out with hong wei n alfred actually goin play lan de but charisa , jia jia they all say coming to meet us but charisa they all was late n jiajia came the earliest... thn charisa came. bought sweettalk n drank...when up the bus 72 thn on the bus we chatted thn i hitted alfred's lap thn he was like...hahas , he was like want to scream but cant scream, LOL!
Climbed over alfred's condo gate n on the way up to alfred's hse,me cher wee alfred liqin charisa grabbed weixun n we swing him around thn in the end we splashed him in the pool. went up alfred's hse...wa! damn shuang sio so cooling n comfortable, my dream hse lor! LOL!~ thn tok tok tok went dwn again to play pool-.- i was pushed dwn by alfred into the pool,damned! my phone spoil! nvm...thn charisa was playing with liqin near the pool, charisa was squatting dwn n i pushed her dwn to,sadded her phone oso spoil,bt not too bad la today alfred's charisa's n my phone spoil tgt-.- hahas =D but cher wee was the oni one not wetted in the pool..... when alfred hse again thn we played true or dare , jiajia was the worst! she was bit by alfred dog, even though it was cute but its FEROCIOUS! erm dunno hw to spell>< me n weixun cabbed bak to volleyball training but we was late blablabla thn do physicall WTH So tiring lor! ccb! thn coach came we train team ... halfway through i was damn tired n strengthless at that tym thn i told coach that i nid to go bbak thn i when canteen to chat with jinleong charisa they all...coach came n pulled me bak to training thn i ran away again n was caught again but at that ty my leg was totally strengthless>< almost fell when on the way to canteen .....after training on the way to s11 we saw a women n OMG! damn scary she was walking out of the void deck n was crying while smiling lol me charisa liqin rs kevin ate in the s11,after finished...me n jingjie when hm....when reach hm i was damn tired but 10.15 nid go bak pri sk fetch my bloody sis -.- n nw im hm-ed hmm? tired le i'll stop here tmr still have training lei>< bb tc~ hahas =D

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2009-09-09T04:09:00.000-07:00

today,in the morning when simei n played basketball with leeroy yusheng verona bertha n other ppl i dunt noe-.- thn we when east point thn we walk walk go eat kfc thn we when bak thn leeroy n yusheng when hm. i saw ivan they all at my hse dwnstair thn i slacked with them until nw thn fetch my sis n reached hm-.-

a day thats very sien!

2009-09-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

today morning wake up,trying to hoax my sis go student care-.- thn 12+ when yusheng hse n we played dota,we used cheat-,- lols! Leeroy came n we actually wanted to go out de but in the end nvr go out cuz don nvr come out n verona say don no come she no come-.- thn the others oso no come thn end up we 3 nia! thn we look at the tattoo blog,guess wad? WOW the tattoo damn cool-.- thn we when dwn n slacked,thn they came to my hse thn they messed up my hse-.- thn they went hm,i when to fetch my sis. thn we ate mac! so nice lor!

the end LOLS-.-

new blog!

2009-09-07T08:17:00.001-07:00

Hi everyone! this is my new blog(: Hope you all will love it!

sep 7

2009-09-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

today morning met cailee when slacking thn i bought a pack of cig the new de next menthol sub-zero thn i when movie with cherwee weixun liqin charisa jiwei daniel we watched G-Force, WA the guinea pig n the rat damn fucking cute lurh! >.< thn when eating with they all. after that when volleyball at 4pm sharp, was very tired played with kevin awhiel thn when canteen chat with charisa n mei (tiffany) i was very tired lurh thn rested in the canteen. thn nw at home doing blogging but i dunno hw so i asked help frm my jie n nw she help me.